Give me a cigarette between my fingers and I will type away. Now, I just stare at the blank screen wondering how to put my thoughts together and note them down. Lately, I can't think of anything I'd want to do, or like to do. I don't feel the urge to get out there and look for something I'm truly passionate about. And no, it's not the exams. Hell no. This has been going on for quite some time.
I would love to vent, but can't find the energy to recollect my anger and type it down. I'd love to get all hyper and happy and jot everything down, like I was when I first started this blog, except I can't hold the happiness for too long. I just don't want to do anything anymore. The passion is gone.
I used to be passionate about music, writing, drama, rebelling, sports, working out, piercings, eccentricity, breaking rules. Not anymore. And because of this, I'm bored. And this isn't the casual What's-Up-Nothing-Much-I'm-Bored bullshit. This is the actual I-have-nothing-to-do-except-SIT bored. And it's getting to me now.
I honestly, honestly need to find something to do otherwise I'll become one of those lazy hags who can't even get off their couch to grab a glass of water. Oh, and to top it all. Apparently, I'm not passionate about sex anymore either. Now that's way out of control. I need suggestions about things to be passionate about, people! GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS DAMMIT.
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3 hours ago
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I love the new theme. It's just so you. And for suggestions: I don't know. Go away.
Porn, political porn, Zardari and Sherry Rehman porn, George Bush and Pallin porn, Barbie and Ken porn, Tom and Bub porn, Jesse and james porn, corn porn, M1 porn, Hamsaki Mishomoto Ayato Fujiyushi porn, porn porn, drug porn? O.o
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Seriously, Grab a camera and capture something new, some artshit, something that ignites a concept. That will rocket out something passionate in you, yo! :]
`Luck with yo exams! :D
@Mehr: Kameeni. That is so you. =P
@Bush: You forgot gay porn. I've been subjected to it. Once. By my brother's gay best friend. *shudder shudder shudder* I HAVE A CAMERA! The only thing I can take pictures of is me. =/
G'luck with yours too. I SEE YOU AGAIN. =D
Weird. You just wrote what I've been feeling myself for a long time now. Seems like we've done everything that there could be. Which makes me think.. Did we grow up too fast?! Did we miss something? Did we kill 'it'? Whatever 'it' was..
I got involved working with the displaced people of Swat. I swear I've forgetten everything else. Get involved with volunteer work. Get out! Break the bubble.. =D You'll feel better.
We grew up way too fast, Amber. Missed our childhood and our teen years. For me, I still have 2 more years to go. But I think it's too late now.
It's good to be lazy once in a while. Certain things in life never last for too long, so don't worry you won't become 'those lazy hags'.
I would suggest but, "You need to know someone to know what they know".
Soccer :D
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